Just an update

Posted by May on Sunday, January 31, 2010

Well.. school re-opens tomorrow and as much as I hate to admit it, a part of me wants to attend school again because knowing I’ll never experience the feeling of high school again makes me miss school a lot more than I should. Knowing that I’ll miss the school atmosphere, seeing familiar faces everyday, lunch breaks, waiting for the bell to ring, the feeling of happiness when teachers are absent. But, if you know me well enough, you would know I dislike the first day of school. I guess, I hate change. I hate the thought of getting new teachers and having to go through the process of getting to know them again, I hate changing classmates, I hate getting a new timetable when I’m so familiar with the old one.

And, yes.. getting to know my teachers is a bad thing because, when I have a question that needs to be answered, I literally have a debate with my brain for around the next 15 minutes (I’m not exaggerating) if I should ask, how should I say it.. do I really need to ask them or can I find this out myself, or maybe I should ask my friend because they MIGHT know. Of course, I keep doing this for the next few months to possibly half a year every time I have a question that needs to be answered. What pisses me off a lot  is that when I’m slowly starting to raise my hand to ask question, it is usually a few months before school ends for the year. Then the next year, the same routine starts again.

But of course, after typing all this up, I am quite thankful.. high school is over.

And yes, after reading that.. I guess, you don’t have to be a genius to guess that my first day of university life is not going to be an exciting day for me, NOT EVEN CLOSE. I can imagine myself carrying a map in my sweaty palms, freaking out like a lost puppy. I guess, knowing that I’m not going to be the only one does make me feel a little better. Just a tat.

Anyways, I have no idea why I decided to blog about this, but yeah.

Just wanted to let my blog readers know, I’m still here.

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I’m still alive!

A day to remember - because it's so hard to forget!

Posted by May on Thursday, January 28, 2010

27 January~
a day after australia day

It was that night, where all of us had something to be sad about!
The mood and atmosphere - depressing.
=(

6 of us were lying on the pavement outside Joe's house at Midnight.
4 were thinking about their own issues, while the 2 watched in silent.

There were d&m conversation going around about relationship, crushes..
(d&m - deep and meaningful)



Some talked about it, while others rather keep to themselves.
Most tears were held in, but not all.

It was silent, but I think everyone knew that they were there for each other.
That feeling, right there.. was gold!

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For me..

knowing that I'll never stand a chance..
knowing he doesn't have the same feeling for me.
coming to face with the truth - that's reality.

at least, now I know.
it's never going to happen..
I have to accept it and move on with my head held high.




As quoted from Reyna...
(edited by me!)

Done with hurting,
Sore from screaming.
Sure I'm crying,
but I don't mind smiling.

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What doesn't kill only makes you stronger!



JPYM – Tidying/Packing (Youth Room)

Posted by May on Sunday, January 17, 2010

Well today, JPYM’ers met up at the church hall to help the leaders pack up the youth room. I actually had fun helping to tidy and pack up the youth room, with the occasional mucking around in between.

We experience exploding cans and cockroaches which was the funny highlight of my day. Anyways, as many of you would have already realized, this is my 2nd post for today and after editing my other blog post, I am in no mood to blog.

So, I guess I’ll just show the pictures I took..
(Yes, we are very pro in cam-whoring!)

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I know I cam-whored tons but I did try to be a helping hand too.
&& we did get the job done which is good!

Well, after we packed up the youth room, we had lunch..

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After lunch, we started our meeting on the JPYM 2010 Agenda!

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Like my new sunnies? Sadly,It’s Joel’s sunnies. D’oh!! =(

Then, after most meetings with JPYM’ers, we went Myaree - Utopia for bubble tea.
It’s like a ritual in JPYM.

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Paparazzi taking pictures of me. –covers face-

Okay! Okay! I’ll pose just for you guys!!

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So yeah! That was pretty much my afternoon.

I shall end this post with a picture…

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Special Mention!

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I know he doesn’t read my blog or even know I have a blog but I would just like to wish him….

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!
(for tomorrow)

Sadly, when my nephew turns 17 years old, he will refuse to call me his auntie anymore because we become the same age. He will be call me his cousin for another 11 months until I turn 18 years old then I will be called his auntie for 1 month. But who are we kidding? No matter what he calls me, I will always be his auntie. HAHA.

 

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Also, I would like to say farewell to Sebastian who will be leaving Perth for a year as he got accepted in a university course in Adelaide. I know, I’m going to miss him a lot. I haven’t known Sebastian for a long time but we just seem to *click* well with each other and the 4 year age gap doesn’t stop us from getting to know each other. Farewell for now, my friend. We will meet again, when you come back to Perth for holiday.

Garbo (Sherlock Holmes)

Posted by May on Thursday, January 14, 2010

Why, hello lovelies! Well today, I got to spend some quality time with Brown M&M aka Indian (Joyce) and J-low (Jojo) at Garbo (Garden City) without the boys. As far as I can remember, since school ended about 2 months ago, I have not hanged out in an all girl's group for a long time. Usually, I'm the only girl or one of the only girl so today, it was nice to finally have a change.

Our main plan for the outing was to watch Sherlock Holmes so we did exactly that! We watched Sherlock Holmes. Honestly, I did not enjoy the movie as much as I wish I did. I wished I would have enjoyed watching Sherlock Holmes as much as I enjoyed Avatar but that was not the case. I don't fall asleep in movies but this time, I fell  asleep while watching Sherlock Holmes or should I say, attempted to watch it while dozing off every now and then.

The beginning of the movie in my opinion was quite boring and I had no idea what the hell was going on in the movie. I was literally clueless and left baffled for about 45 minutes of the movie and even manage to start little debates with my brain about the fact that I was a mentally challenged teenager.

I mean, look at it this way.. everyone that watched Sherlock Holmes said it was a good movie so there I was in the theatre watching Sherlock Holmes wondering what the hell the show was going on about. I was left clueless trying to piece together the pieces of the puzzle but to no avail. So, It was normal for me to be left there wondering if I was mentally challenged. I mean, it's normal right? Right? Right.

I guess I only started to really enjoy the movie at the ending when Sherlock Holmes showed his full potential of a genius by solving the puzzle. Oh, my favourite part of the movie was also when it ended. I was like FINALLY!! *phew* -wipes sweat off-

In my opinion, watching Sherlock Holmes was like attending school.
It was quite a strenuous work out for my brain. (Kidding!)

So anyways, here’s pictures from our outing!

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This smart girl got a ring stuck in her finger! Took a while to get it off!
In my mind, I had an evil laugh like Mr Burn.. *EXCELLENT*

If you think I’m mean, you obviously don’t know that Joyce is a bully!
She always has something against me..but, I love her.

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So yeah. I guess, this pretty much sums up my lovely outing!

~ PEACE OUT