The End Bit Is Animated

Posted by May on Sunday, June 20, 2010


We help people when big things happen to them, when you see them getting hit by a car, when a brother or a sister or a father or a mother dies, we're there for them because we can see that death kills more than the person it takes.

And yet, the people around us who die a little.. all the time, moment by moment. Those who require the least help, the smallest sacrifice, are the ones we forget.

The Day You Read This

Posted by May on Saturday, June 19, 2010



Dear Self, On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you'd offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That that doesn't make any of it any less real.


That soft touches will change you and stay with you longer than hard ones.

That being along means you're free. That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you're with is the one you're meant to be with. That the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them. That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead.


That you control that completely.

That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people. That you laugh more than you cry. That crying is good for you. That the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

That your friends are reflections of the best parts of you. That you are more than the sum total of the things you know and how you react to them. That dancing is sometimes more important than listening to the music.

That the most embarrassing awkward moments of your life are only remembered by you and no one else. That no one judges you when you walk into a room and all they really want to know, is if you're judging them. That what you make and what you do with your time is more important than you'll ever fathom and should be treated as such. That the difference between a job and art is passion. That neither defines who you are. That talking to strangers is how you make friends.

That bad days end but a smile can go around the world. That life contradicts itself, constantly. That that's why it's worth living.

That the difference between pain and love is time. That love is only as real as you want it to be. That if you feel good, you look good but it doesn't always work the other way around.

That the sun will rise each day and it's up to you each day if you match it. That nothing matters up until this point. That what you decide now, in this moment, will change the future. Forever. The rain is beautiful.

And so you.



Productive day - INDEED!

Posted by May on Saturday, June 19, 2010

Ah well, so I technically don't exactly know how to start this blog post. But let's just say it all started when I got a call from Joyce this morning and she asked if I wanted to accompany her to 'FAL' to buy cutlery for Sunday Sesh. I didn't exactly have any plans for the day so I decided to tag along with Joyce and Abby. Not long after, Abby got a call from Yohaan and we decided to invite him along to lunch. And we decided to go to Nando's @ southlands for lunch while Joyce went to pick Joel up from church. Pretty boring story but that's the basic outline of how all of us ended up together!

Anyways, here are some pictures of us at SOUTHLANDS!

hello eye bags.

Yohaan looks so innocent with his new hair cut!



Rodrick Fierze!~


Group Shot!


And again...





And then, we left Southlands..


Of course when we pass a music shop - JPYM'ers can't stop but stare


FAIL!


FAIL AGAIN


And FAILED yet again - so I gave up!





I love this biatch.



I *heart* them.


And then.. one of their friends were experiencing car problems and needed help so we drove over there to try and help her - because that's what christians do, they help people in need -grins-


Yohaan trying to fix the brake..


While we cam-whored...


Joel wanted a piece of the action.








Let me explain how I decided to take a shot of Joel's ass.

Joyce: *points* LOOK... LOOK! OI, LOOK.
Abby/Joyce: HEY! Take a picture - it will totally make today blog-worthy!!
May: -takes out her phone- *snap*

So yeah - totally not a pervert. LOL.

And then... by the time I got home - I only had 15 minutes to get ready before Joe came to pick me up for 'Youth Alive' @ Perth Christian Life Centre

(please excuse bad picture quality!)







The preacher! He was awesome - I loved his asian jokes!

He preached about what it was to experience freedom. It's not going to parties and clubbing or smoking or drinking or taking drug. Those might give you freedom but it's a short experience of freedom - the next day, your not going to experience the same freedom the night before - in fact you might feel shit from being drunk the day before and etc.

True freedom comes from Jesus. That - is freedom INDEED!
Yeah, that's just a brief overview of his preaching!



After that, we headed to Brandon's house for dinner and then came home.

So yeah - a productive but yet tiring day!

The World Leaning On Your Shoulder

Posted by May on Friday, June 18, 2010


You know all their stories but none of their stories know you. And you've felt all their pain but their pain has never bothered feeling you. So you take their medicine. Even though you've had too much medicine.

I've been told to see it as a good thing.

How is it a good thing is if my advice is not the cure?

Joel's broken bed

Posted by May on Thursday, June 17, 2010

It all started with a *BANG* when me and Abby came for an unexpected/late visit to the Fierze's house on Monday night just to say 'hi' since we were pretty close to their house but a casual conversation that was only meant to last for 20 minute ended up turning into a 2 hour conversation followed by heavy rain leading to an unexpected sleepover.

The next day, we returned home to pack our stuff for a planned sleepover to watch the soccer match so we ended up sleeping at the Fierze's house for 2 consecutive days. But overall, it was a pretty good sleepover! I reckon the sleepover happened at an awesome time when I was in major need of company which helped me to take my mind off things that has most definitely been driving me crazy for the past week. A part of me kept denying that nothing was wrong or it wasn't bothering me but I guess in the end, my friends knew me better than I knew myself. But, I feel so much better now so.. I'm not going to spiral into a deep depression over that issue and start PMS-ing like a loser. I'm hurt but not enough to break my heart.

So anyways, I don't usually like to share everything that happens during sleepovers indepth because I do believe that things that happen during sleepovers are only meant for those who attended the sleepover. But let's just say overall, it was the unexpected sleepover followed by a planned sleepover, it was watching soccer match @ 2.30a.m (Brazil's goals were like *le gasp*), munching on junk food, 3-minute noodles, ghost stories, molee/bijillli jokes, hearing abby sleep talking, snoring, attempting to wake abby/yohaan up from their sleep, dim sum, jamming at mega music, going to youth mass, followed by bubble tea with yohaan, and unxpectedly hanging out with yohaan in his room till 11.30p.m exchanging movies/drama series!

Followed by... the story of Joel's bed.

You guys are lucky that his bed broke, because if it didn't, you would not be reading this blog post right now. Because besides his bed, I don't exactly plan on sharing anything else.

So here's the story..

We were all sitting on Joel's bed talking and we decided to take a picture so everyone huddled together. The first shot that Joyce took, she wasn't in the photo so the next shot, she jumped in the middle closer to us and before she could take the shot and out of no where, the bed just gave way and everyone just screamed and shriek.

Turns out.. Joel's bed totally collasped and after screaming, it was silent because everyone was obviously in shock followed by laughter. Right after the bed collasped, Yohaan and Joyce immediately got up while me and Joel didn't move for a while as we were both most probably recovering from minor shock considering we had it worse than them where we were sitting or should I say, lying in the aftermath.

And, the funny thing was, about a minute before this took place, we were actually talking about Joel's bed. And yeah, you blog readers are going to love me because as soon as I got up from Joel's broken bed, I immediately took out my phone and started taking pictures. (Even when I was in shock, I was still thinking of my blog readers! - that's right! I *heart* you guys)

I was thinking...OMG OMG OMG! This is blog-worthy!
*starts taking pictures*

So excuse for the poor camera quality on my phone but that was all I had...

The first shot just seconds before the bed colllasped...







So yeah.
I thought that was pretty funny and worthy of sharing.

It was definitely a you-got-to-be-there-moment!!

So yeah.

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And here's some random photos on the way to dim sum/mega music
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Joyce and Joel

Yohaan

Abby

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