A letter to myself

Posted by May on Thursday, October 21, 2010

This is a personal post but in a way, it's not so personal like you just took a dive in my pants.

Dear May,

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, and that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation.

As long as you know that you have really put in an effort, then that's all that matters. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don’t trust them, but to see how much they’ll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back.

It's about letting go, even if it hurts, it doesn’t mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it’s good or bad.

Because every time you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it’s just for a while.