Today, I felt something being robbed away from me. For some reason, I seem to have been through this exact same path before. I seem to have experience the same exact feeling before with the same questions - 'why?'. Exactly 1 month ago, I felt the same thing being robbed away from me, and just when I start to come to terms with it, I find myself being knocked down again for the exactly same reason - I'm losing another sibling. I've lost one for the time being, and I'm losing another brother - exactly 1 month later. Only this time, it's for a longer period of time.

The only difference compared to this one and the other one is that, I got given time to 'digest' the information.
(6 days to be exact!)


I've said this before, I'll say it again.
It 'hits' me fine. Just fucking fine.