Sometimes, I find myself taking my car out for a drive at night - alone. Sometimes when I'm driving, I know where the next road leads me, I know that taking that exact road leads me closer to a known destination. But yet sometimes, I find myself spinning around in circles, on roads that aren't familiar to me and finding a road that leads to nowhere - just a dead end.

Sometimes, I travel on roads which I'm not familiar with because I still believe that there's something left installed for me - I just have to look for it. But yet sometimes, I lose my mind second guessing every single thought. That something that was once left installed for me to discover is already gone.